Today really thank god that we submit the report of our boa project on time...when not really on time but then we just submitted it before the teacher come. God relly listen to my prayer when i said that if i late make the teacher late too. haha I felt really very peace of a heart after the thing is submitted and even though we late for lecture, we still get to rest because the visualiser spoilt haha. Praise the Lord. hoho
After that, was my boa test, i didn't really study but God still bless me with a mark of 12.5/15. wahahah and i met priscilla, joanne and xueting today. Pris and joanne 'jiayou' for me and prayed for me. Thank God for them for their care and love. hehe Yup, later will be Doctrine class and i really thank god that my mum let me go even after i didn't go home eat for a few days...really must spend time with them more...
I pray for my friend who is sick and that God can be the peace in her heart.=)

Labels: Blessing

TODAY IS THE SUBMISSION OF BOTH COMMSKIL AND POM!!! haha. We finalised our last preparation and sent it for printing but because of tight of time as we having lecture...we run in every where we go...haha i really don't like the moment when we climbing up the stairs from level 2 to level 6. i know people will think so low but to tell you the truth i don know why when i climbing, i felt like something grading my legs...very heavy..and every time i tried to fasten my speed, my legs just like going to break down...maybe i lack of excerise...haha but thank God i slow because the fast one run back again cause run wrong place...haha but we did successfully submited our projects then rush down for lecture. haha at least learn the behind thing can copy notes from other classmates. hehe
After lecture, i went out with eileen, actually want to watch movie but movie ticket very expensive so in the end we didn't and then so we went shopping and saw the business suit that we want and its only $39.90!!! which if you go G2000 it will cause like around $100. its so cheap and the quality is good also. i like! it make me want to go work as i look very smart in the suit. haha eileen also like it very much! can't wait to wear it to school. haha
yup, then we went home...and now i am blogging but i think when you read this i would have been doing something else. haha.
Well, thank you for reading my post...hoho and hehe...if you want to know more then come chat with me..hehe oh and today i bought someone special birthday present but sorry that i so late then give you...><

Labels: amazing day

Gos is real Amen? He is so GREAT that He bless me with what i need like my studies. I am sad about my study because i don't really get the hang what the course is about and it is really not like in secondary school.
Lots of projects and tutorials needed to be done but despite all these, i still want to serve God with all my heart. I really do because He is the only one that will not leave nor forsake me when i'm in need and when i having trouble.
He is my best portion and He is my healer that would heal all wounds. I really happy for myself that i received Him into my life and that i know if i did not i really will be just living a normal 17 years old girl life. Going to school, score, play computer...When i think back , yes, life is really very boring without God as it is so meaningless. Really pray for myself to grow even more desire to serve Him and to love God's people.
I pray that my tank for God can be bigger and to grow and learn as much as i can from God to be even strong of a woman for Him.
I believe in what Him has made in my life. Because of Him, i grow even more, i come to overcome my weaknesses, i experience more, found purpose in life and felt the love He gives that is so pure and unconditional...

Labels: God's love

HAHA just a post thing..are you all eating right? Do keep your kingdom healthy...don't be picky but to choose the right food to eat. =) i don't like people falling sick=) YEAY


Don't eat junk food!!!

Labels: Ah Qi cares about health

FEAR...i met up with fear today...siting in the middle of to scales and is up-down-ing. Which way i choice means i beat the other which one holds the right and one holds the wrong. Do you ever feel this way before? i think everyone one of us feel this way and we don't know what to do. I know that the right way is the correct way but the wrong side is making me to thinking deeper...Where which i go....which one should i turn too...i don't know...i want a confirm answer...But then, i read the day by day WOG. It talks about having Hope in praising. After i read the short real life story, i felt a warm feeling in my heart thinking that some unknown problem in me was taken away and that i really do want to reach out to the side of the righteous. Being as a human begin, i know there is a human nature that all of us have and that we often meet with this kind of problem like i having now but i know i can really rely on my Heavenly Father that even me sometime will have doubts and need to be clear. My Shep told me about my root problem and that by solving it completely is the best way as i not, it will still come back one day as i is like weed. You cut it, it will still grow but only to make it disappear for life is by pulling out the roots of the weed. That what i need to do. By going my comfort zone i really know i can see greater things in life and to learn more and experiences more. I know i will cry because of fear and things but i will always be a frog in a well if i don't gain my courage to jump out of the well and see the beautiful day outside the high wall of the well.
Yes, really...taking the first step to go jump out of my comfort zone is really very difficult and will start giving myself excuses such as I'm not prepare or i think tmr would be better but things don work like this as no matter how long you drag it you still need to face it one day...so i ask myself...'Why not now?...What is stopping me?' With all this in my head...the most and first it that i need to ask...'Do i have faith in my Heavenly Father who loves my unconditionally and wanted all the best for me...?...Do i...?'
I don want to fall into the trap of the devils but i want to follow the one who love and thinks for me...i don;t want the devils to be happy about the things i done as they are untrusted.
Dear Father, because of all these thoughts, i decided to follow you and to give it a try...i know there will be testing and i know there will be a lot of things that will make me discourage and break down...but all these is what i think now which my brain can be controlled by the evils so i don't want to trust my feelings and what my brain is thinking...i just want to follow you. Because my everything is in your hands and i want to trust that you will not do harm to me.
Protect me as how you protect everyone of us.
Love me as How you love unconditionally
Give me the heart of rest to overcome all this bad feelings...
Let me trust in you fully and will not have bad doubts.
For if i doubt myself, i am condemning your creations..