OMG i can't believe its really coming our way>< So exciting...wahaha
What does this meant to you???
So exciting just like the Peanut,Butter,Banana(>o<)/
There lots of special things and a first time experience for me>< haha
All is created by God-studies,future,exams,work. Even us is created by God to live in this world that He created. Time is a gift by God too=) This is no always no time or not free as God(who i believe is more busy than anyone of us) is free for everyone and loves everyone even when we are still sinners. He will bring us to greater highs and always be with us. Never will He leave us, never will He forsake us.=) God is GREAT! God is AWESOME! AMEN!
*sigh* People been telling me to update my blog but i don't feel the need to...haha but why i post today was because there is really SOMETHING that touch my heart today.
Yes, Its another day of service and the following day is Mother's Day. I was feeling very tired and feel that my body is weak, wanting to lie down...However during praise i still can jump. haha
Praise the Lord><
Ya...Something happened to me which make me feel sad and start to think why always its me who have to change and not others and change to suit me...But this is wrong thinking which i learn from today....
Recently i felt stress and wearily...i don't know what to do but to seek God and to sleep...today teaching from worker's meet really touches me a lot...
The teaching is on 'The secret of a fruitful ministry'. We need to always hold on the right motives in doing things for God and to seek true joy from Him. God is a willing giver and not a taker. He will be willing to give and bless us but He can't cause that will ruin us. He is not a god that we need to give something to get something from Him. I trust Him and want to work harder for Him...to hand over my everything to Him...But i don't know what i stopping me...is it fear? or insecurity?
God gives us sinner a free will of choice for us to make. Whether i receive the blessing from Him or not...we humans we can only see the surface but cannot see the truth that why God is doing this to us...like failing exams...or even get a very harsh speech from people...
God allow 'hurts' to be into our lives so we can grow from it as God didn't promise us that our life will be a bed of roses but its our choice to be purn by Him. He, our heavenly Father knows what we need and give us but we, only know what we want...
Surely i know everyone have weeds(fake goods that make us happy for a short period) in our hearts cause i do...I don't want to imagine they are roses which actually they are weeds that will drink out my life energy. I want to pull them out! eliminate them so that beautiful flowers and fruits can grow.
Forgiveness is a action of strong as its hard to forgive someone. But forgiving someone is not a bad thing as it forgiving also mean to give yourself a second chance. Forgive those who hurts you, forgive those who sinned against you as God's forgive you first no matter what you did or done.
I want to learn to surrender to God, to love people, to forgive...
Why i say today touch me a lot because Nel's prayer really shot down into my heart. Yes, I am tired and wearily...physically and spiritually...but place everything on God to handle and trust in Him to help you through and surely will find rest and energy.
" I can do everything through Him who gives me strength." [Phili4:13] Amen!
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