Its kind of late to post this, but then i STILL WANT TO POST IT!!! haha This week wednesday(14/04/2010), we are having a celebration at sentosa for our new believer, our new sisters that joined us for this family of God. In the morning, Li chend and Lestari came my house to prepare the food for the event and really thank God for both of them for willing to come and sincerely prepare the food and don't mind waking as early as 4am to prepare the first hand work like cooking of rice etc~ haha and carrying the heavy bag of ti-bits all the way. I really have fun preparing the food and really encourage by Jade who always consistently remind us of the updates. haha after that, we went to take mrt to vivo to take sky train to sentosa and meet up with the others. Thank God for blessing a sunny weather for some that wanted to suntan.
When all reached, we went to play games set by the game com people and tell you the truth, it was fun and a group photo was taken=)

In the end of the game, there isn't a say of which group win or lose but the most importantly is that all of us enjoy the games. haha i like the snatch flag game the best!!! haha
After the game we went to have some rest and free and easy. Because we have surprises for the new sisters, a group of us went to practice and the others? do weird things like climbing the coconut tree...haha can go facebook see=) some weird photos too. haha
After all we ate and watch a short play by some of the sisters about devils and Jesus, very funny they act. haha then we pray for the new sisters and really, a sense of family is there=) after all of the planned event had ended, some of us left because of self planning and the rest? Some sing songs, some went to walk walk and some play captain's ball like i do. haha a lot of funny thing happen and i don't really know how to type it out. haha but really, i enjoy this day=)
a family photo=)

Some of us not inside due to some own planning but really hope we can have a full family photo next time=) haha
Really have a tiring day but still we all have fun. haha

And here, i wish a very Happy Birthday to Joey=) Sorry that i can't make it to your party celebration but still i really hope to have a piece of cake=P...haha

God is so amazing!!! Just two days ago my Dad came home with an injure feet cause from his work. At first, he is able to endure the pain and by the look of the injury, the nail went from reddish purple to white! i was sitting at the dinning table doing things and God keep on asking me to pray for my Dad. I am willing so i was thinking of what to say. While i am thinking, he went to the kitchen and after quite some time, i got worried and went to have a look. He was standing there unable to move his leg, and was enduring the pain as what i see from his facial expression. So after he sat on the step in the kitchen, i offered him my prayers and i prayed for him. God is faithful, after the prayer, he is able to walked around but pulling the other leg. Really really thank God because later that evening, i asked Dad again whether its painful, he said its not as painful as before the prayer. God really answered my prayers and after that day, he is able to go for work and running around! Amen!
God is really very faithful and really loved every single one of us. Thank God for everything.
Sometime i will think back if on 19 july i didn't received Him, my life will only be me, myself and anime. i will lose focus in life and now if you ask me to let go of God, i can't and i never want to. Even is i did, i know i will go back to Him again=)

After the wonderful and exciting church camp, I finally returned home and start blogging about it.
During the camp, i really felt that its like a family and not like a normal camp that you go in this world. There is trust and friendship that will last even when we went to heaven and meet our Heavenly Father=) Cause all is christian, sisters and brothers in Christ, there isn't much to hide from, can just show your strength and your weakness.
In the camp, Pastor Jasmine and Leanne teaches us that time is limited and you didn't have much of time to save your friends, to save them from the hell and come to heaven with you. When you died and when to heaven, and see your friends suffering in the hell fire, crying for your help, that time you can't do anything to help them anymore. After i heard this, i felt scared about my friends in the hell fire...i really want to save my friends, telling them that God is the only God as He is the God that really can feel His presence around me and feel how He loved me especially when He answered my prayers and healed my pain and suffering in the world.
Are you afraid of death? I do as firstly i scared of pain and secondly, i didn't really did my best to save God's children. As a past Buddhist, i never really felt that this God is really rare or not as i just followed my family and went to temple and all...thinking that it should be real as what showed by the drama and all...but i also know that i can't forced people like threaten people to follow and believe Jesus, but i really pray that they can be saved. I think i sound like i insulting and being rude...
I think i can't really say much...if you ask me how to prove whether God is real i think i can only say its faith and an experience that i get when i was young where i accompany my friend for a church camp near my house. At that time i am a free-thinker and didn't want to be in any religious. You know that church camp have time of praying so i just knee there and prayed together with the rest or just day dreaming, but something make me curious is that they started crying and praying sincerely to God. Its when i start to ask myself, who is He? Is He real? I doubted and wish to find out more. During the second last day of the camp, the pastor asked whether you want to know about Him, unknowingly, i raised my hand and the sisters Christ lead me to the front. They started lying hands on me and the pastor to started praying for me. Without feeling or emotions, tears start to roll down on my cheeks, and i felt peace that i never felt before...Its when i know God is real and tears just keep coming down...
But because no one follow up on me, i drifted away until now i met someone in Tp and she brought me to church and on my third visit i received Him again and start serving Him till now. I grow a lot under His care, from a cry baby to what i am now. Thank God for everything and i pray that you too can experience Him in life one way or another=)
May God blessed you=)

Starting of march holiday, i going to fully use it wisely. I really thank God for blessing me a job that fits into my schedule and i can take leave anything i want because my mum will replace for me. I really thank God as i only want to have job experience and given me this job as being an assistant teacher/helper in a child care center, its only 2 hour a day so it manageable. The children are so kawaii and i see lots of cute and childlike actions. haha if you want to know can ask me. hehe
On wed after my work i supposed to go meet my Cg to catch a movie and dinner. but because it clashes my outing with my mum so i need to think a way for a win-win situation so in this, i pray for God's help cause only He can help me and after my prayer, He answered me. I felt love and secure as it is a win-win situation. The problem is that the movie starts at 2pm and i end work at 11.15am, drag and reached hougang mall at 12pm, we went for lunch and supposed to buy my inner clothes, but when we finished eating, the shop closed for lunch so i need to wait but i know God will plan the time for me so i waited and finally is open and i bought what i needed. i leave with spare time of 45mins and really thank God because all the way i walked and take train i don't really need to wait for them to turn green man or for the train to come. So i reach at cineleisure at 2pm sharp but guess what!!!i went the wrong place, i should be at cathay!!! so i reach down by taking bus. Sarah told me can take bus 65 so when i reach the bus stop, 65 came so i was very happy but then...the bus just drove by...i was so sad that i went to see still got what other bus i can take, and the moment i know that 700 can take, i took 700 and went to cathay. when i reached i called them and that they are still at starbuck, i reached and knew that the movie start at 2:55pm/ THANK GOD!!! i still got time to go toilet and rest. haha So, we watched Perse Jackson and the lighting theif. Its so nice and that seats are very comfortable. After the amazing movie, we settle down for some serious talk and then went for a nice dinner together=).
After the dinner, we spend some time together and then went home.
Thank God for such a nice day!=)

Wanted to share some happiness. This wed(24/02/2010) is my Bizart 4 last CG together. So after my test on wednesday, meet up with Joanne and Lilin to buy food and buy it to Audrey's house where Dawn and Audrey is waiting for us. We bought KFC and took bus to our destination. Not long after we reached and washed our hands and feet and settle down. We spread newspaper on the floor and here comes our food. hehe EAT EAT EAT~ we shared our aim and ambition, then not long after eating, we moved our attention to Wii where we played Mario as one of the control don't let us play life or death...so mario since can be played by two people. haha can go facebook see the video...hehe we took photos and watched a short video clip made by Audrey, so sweet~ hehe REally had fun and filled with lots of laughter. Even though we are now in different cg but i know we are still together=)

YES! YES! i finally ended my 1.2 exams and now i can concentrate in doing my goals and my aims.
I don't know why but i really felt God helped me in my FA2 paper as i felt calm and finished it on time. hehe I pray that i can get a better scored than C or C+.
This coming holiday i going to train myself in having the habit of reading, even though i don't like but its not impossible. With God everything is possible. Amen! hehe Going to have lot of fun this coming holiday such as 2010 Seeds Camp, spending quality time with my friends and spending time with God and doing the things i wanted to do.
After Test today, i meet up with Joanne and chat a lot, about our weakness and our future plan for future growth. At first i felt very discourage but then after a while of praying and chatting, i felt empowered and faith in doing.
AR....I can't wait for the coming holiday! Jiayou! Go I can't wait to see how much i have grown in these holiday! YEAY!
haha Praise the Lord.

Today i went to my father's side and i set my goal to talk and greet my relatives and most specially to talk to my relative that is the same age as me. At first, when my family reached, i greet all and that is there and tried to greet some other relatives that come afterward, however because i don't know what to call them so i the end i didn't really greet but just say a Happy New Year or smile.
Because my cousin they get married last year so i got a additional ang bao. haha i going to wait till 15th then open them=)
I failed today because i didn't go talk with the girl that same age as me and i don't even know her name=( i really want to talk to her but when i was sitting at the sofa thinking what to talk to her, they left...T.T I failed God and i failed myself...However, i going to tried again next year and i seek for success. I really want to know her and chat with her even more since she is my relative. When she come she only talk to the ones she know so i really pray that next year i got the courage and wisdom to talk to her and chat with her so the following year we will be friends and won't have this kind of atmosphere!
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Jiayou ba! PeiQi!!!

Again. Wish everyone a Happy Lunar New Year! hehe must study ar and don't see to must bak kua...hohohoho